The Orange County

apparantly i'm gay. yes lynn?

2007-10-07T23:02:00.005+08:00

well, due to unforseen circumstances, i have been tempted to the dark side.
they have cookies over there O:
so i'll probably be on my LJ more often
which is

wallyford.livejournal.com

i'll keep both alive though
we'll see.

i fell in love with paramore again.
x)

elevators.

2007-10-05T22:06:00.000+08:00

Pretty Handsome Awkward - The Used

2007-10-02T21:34:00.000+08:00

Kickin' it out

Your dream vacation, Smile hostage refuge
A work in progress you bleed
just like you puke while running a mile
I beg to differ, make me an offer
Warm summer rain, you bleed
just like you puke while running a mile

Hey are you okay?
You look pretty low
Very handsome awkward
Do you feel okay?
You look pretty low
Very handsome awkward

Your market value, your resurrection
Your shallow concept
Help yourself, I hope you choke and die
I know you meant it, nice fucking disguise so hollow
Embrace the burn, you bleed
just like you puke while running a mile

Hey are you okay?
You look pretty low
Very handsome awkward
Do you feel okay?
You look pretty low
Very handsome awkward

You look pretty low
You look pretty low

Your dream vacation, Smile hostage refuge
A work in progress you bleed
just like you puke while running a mile
I beg to differ, make me an offer
Warm summer rain, you bleed
just like you puke while running a mile

Hey are you okay?
You look pretty low
Very handsome awkward
Do you feel okay?
You look pretty low
Very handsome awkward

Hey are you okay?
You look pretty low, pretty low
Pretty hansome awkward
Do you feel okay?
You look pretty low, pretty low
Pretty hansome awkward

Kickin' it out [x3]

ahhh~

2007-09-24T20:57:00.000+08:00

omggggg so hot!
[/fangirlmode]

Clothes Off! - Gym Class Heroes

2007-09-17T21:43:00.000+08:00

See here's the thing

We have to take our clothes off
We have to party all night
And we have to take our clothes off
To have a good time
Oh no

Excuse me miss
I couldn't help but to notice how alone you are
I dig the attitude and how you're acting like you own the bar
Got me flashing keys and I don't even own a car
Like you ain't feeling my charm, because I know you are
I'm trying to see how your lips feel
Oh I'm sorry, my name is Travie and I'm pretty much a big deal
Oh, you've never heard of me
That sounds absurd to me
The way you stole my attention was flat out burglary
What do you say let's exit stage left so me and you can
Possibly reconvene and play some naked peekaboo
Cause after all the blouse you're wearing is kinda see through
And it's obvious I'm heading wherever you're leading me too
Such an angel with a devilish angle
And quite the certified sweet talker
And you're buying every line of it girl
And I don't really blame you
If I was in your shoes I'd probably do the same too

We have to take our clothes off
We have to party all night
And we have to take our clothes off
To have a good time
Oh no

Now here's another barn burner for the slow learners
Put your helmets on and take a seat on the short bus
Next stop, right around the corner from your momma live
No turning back so you better buckle up
Shit, don't be concerned with mine
I feel like a Speak and Spell way I got you learning my lines
Fine, pull the string, replay that shit
I change my name to "did he really just say that shit?"
Yep
I'll take a mile if you let me
Six-five, two hundred plus and so sexy
My legs going numb for keeping my phone on vibrate
To hide the fact your girlfriend keeps textin' me
And I've been trying to never mind it man
But every time I get a new number, she finds it damn
And you thought you had it sewn up
Until right around amazing o'clock when I showed up

We have to take our clothes off
We have to party all night
And we have to take our clothes off
To have a good time
Oh no

Got chicks, all hot chicks
Indie-rock chicks, and hip-hop chicks
Slim chicks, round chicks
Black, white, yellow, and brown chicks
Got chicks, all hot chicks
Indie-rock chicks, and hip-hop chicks
Slim chicks, round chicks
Black, white, yellow, and brown chicks

Good grief girl, you're giving me goosebumps
Standing there in your underwear and new pumps
It's like the more time we waste and less time I get to taste you
Honestly I could easily replace you
It's not a scam girl
That's how I am girl
Peter Pan, I'm a sucker for smacker's jam girl
It's clear I'm only here for good clean fun
Shut up and kiss me like the antidotes under my tongue
Whoa

We have to take our clothes off
And we have to party all night
And we have to take our clothes off
To have a good time
Oh no
We have to take our clothes off
And we have to party all night
And we have to take our clothes off
To have a good time
Oh no

Got chicks, all hot chicks
Indie-rock chicks, and hip-hop chicks
Slim chicks, round chicks
Black, white, yellow, and brown chicks
Got chicks, all hot chicks
Indie-rock chicks, and hip-hop chicks
Slim chicks, round chicks
Black, white, yellow, and brown chicks

ilysm (:

Into Oblivion (Reunion) - Funeral For A Friend

2007-09-10T22:39:00.000+08:00

The days I've felt alone
And the sea, it brings me back again
So that I can see my wife
And I can see my child
Home, I'm home, it never changes
Same old faces, same old places

I stared into oblivion
And found my own
I stared into oblivion
Into oblivion

Find in me the hope
That you have never known
Find in us the faith
The faith to bring you home

I stared into oblivion
And found my own
I stared into oblivion
And found my own
I stared into oblivion
And found my own reflection there (reflection there)

Home, now that I'm coming home
Will you be the same as when I saw you last?
Tell me how much time has passed
Home, now that I'm coming home
Will you be the same as when I saw you last?
Tell me how much time has passed
Home, now that I'm coming home
Will you be the same as when I saw you last?
Tell me how much time has passed

I stared into oblivion
(And found my own)
I stared into oblivion
(And found my own)
I stared into oblivion
(And found my own)
I stared into oblivion
And found my own reflection there

i'm hooked on ffaf now ;x
ily sam (:

You Are The One - Shiny Toy Guns

2007-09-06T00:11:00.000+08:00

Black rose & a radio fire
Its so contagious
Such something changing my mind
Im gonna take whats evil

Your cover melting inside
With wide eyes you tremble
Kissing over & over again
Your god knows his faithful
I try - to digest my pride
But passions grip i fear
When i climb - into shallow vats of wine
I think i almost hear - but its not clear

[Chorus]
You are the one
You'll never be alone again
You're more then in my head - your more

Spin faster shouting out loud
You cant steal whats paid for
Such something hurting again
Murder son shes painful

You so believe your own lies
On my skin your fingers
Runaway until the last time
Were gonna lose forever

When you try - don't try to say you wont
Try to crawl into my head
When you cry - cause it's all built up inside
Your tears already said - already said

You'll never be alone again

you are the one for me (:

you are my paramour ♥

2007-09-05T03:43:00.000+08:00

yes you are.
fyi. paramour means secret lover
and you're secret cos no one knows you yet! haha :D
[ok the people who do know you don't read this lalala]
i love all the times we're spending with each other.
you are the music in me (:

ps. it's cute when you snore XD

you can't stop the beat.

2007-08-31T23:44:00.000+08:00

1. Is anyone mad at you?
- yes

2. When was your last kiss?
- haha. last night. =x

3. Who's the first person you'd call if you won the lottery?
- my mum. to ask if the lottery ticket i found on the table is actually her's. [she doesn't do those kinds of things though]

4. Do you have a fish tank in your house?
- nope

5. What is your ring tone?
- mcr songs (:

6. Do you delete people on MySpace when you're mad at them?
- no lol. unless they really piss me off i guess D:

7. What color is your pillowcase?
- which one? =/

8. Nearest green object?
- my foolscap pad has some green on it o:

9. What color shirt are you wearing?
- black. as usual XD

10. Who do you trust the most?
- trust no one. lalalala.

11. What color is your phone?
- blackkk

12. What's on your tv?
- the scv box? XD

13. Do you forgive people easily?
- i try to. :3

14. What did you do today?
- out~

15. Last person to IM you?
- shunta. LOL

16. Last person to comment you?
- calvin XD

17. Who do you text the most?
- i don't count :D

18. Could you find an umbrella in your house if you needed one?
- yes

19. Last song you heard?
- you can't stop the beat. hairspray lessthanthree~

20. Want any tattoos you dont have?
- nope

21. Are you wearing a belt?
- no. lol

23. Last text in your inbox?
- something about yawen telling us to stay at renaldo's

24. Last thing you broke?
- international boy's erhu XD [ok lah i didn't break it but almost lalala]

25. Do you smoke?
- nahh

26. Last present you received?
- no presents ): ok lah guitar lalala

27. Anything on you hurt?
- yes. on the inside too. but it's healing =/

28. Have you ever been to GoofyAuctions.com?
- no

29. Quote something:
- "Welcome to a world of insecurity and paralyzing self-doubt" - Seth Cohen! teh love (:

30. Ever do something really awful to someone?
- never! some people thought that i did though.. ;x

31. Last thing you ate?
- pepper lunch. like 5 hours ago. hungry! nvm i can perservere (:

32. Plans for tomorrow?
- tuition, band prac, out with (:

33. Anyone in the room with you?
- i'm all alone.

34. Miss anyone?
- yup.

35. Know someone that's lying to you?
- i can't be bovvered. =/

36. Walmart, Kmart, or Target?
- tesco! :D

37. How close did you ever come to getting a nose ring?
- very close indeed. [/sarcasm]

38. Anything you wish you were doing right now?
- yup. many things o:

39. Talking to anyone right now?
- shunta, zihao on msn. o:

40. Bought anything recently?
- i _almost_ bought that hat i saw at wisma. but international boy walk so fast, no time to enjoy the hat -.-

41. Whose birthday is next?
- *checks calendar* oh hai clifford ;D

42. Next time you plan on drinking?
- when i finally restock on milk.

43. Fondest memory of your childhood?
- many things. ;x

44. What are you compulsive about?
- guitar. and a few other things i'm too lazy to think of

45. Anything you'd change that happened in the last 2 weeks?
- so many things. ):

46. Markers or crayons?
- markers ftw

47. Where's your phone?
- good question.

...omg

2007-08-29T23:34:00.000+08:00

LOL!
AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA I CAN'T STOP LAUGHING.
HELLO DEAR COUSIN!
XD
[shit i'm next ><]

(:

2007-08-29T23:26:00.000+08:00

today's been funfunfun (:
it's really nice being with you. haha!
eh send me the pictures lahhh x)
nvm i can wait patiently.
i'm sure you're so busy [with me XD] that you have no time to transfer the pictures eh =p
well, you wanted a post about you. so here it is ^^
lalalalala~

i'll be yours forever (:

2007-08-29T01:23:00.000+08:00

we're walking on by.

2007-08-25T00:33:00.000+08:00

i'm lost again.
but god will provide.

been drowning my sorrows in guitar lately.
amp up to ~4ish. which is pretty loud already.
i needed some release.
been paying attention class alot lately. binomials are so easy :3
spent today finishing all my work.
*claps*
i've got a secret (:
but i'm not telling just yet. ahahaha.

i don't know what to do again.
i'm confused.
what if i finally do it,
i get the feeling it'll screw everything up between us, and i don't want that ):
rahhh another emo post.
sorry guys.
i need some baileys.

she said i think i'll go to boston

2007-08-23T02:18:00.000+08:00

bon jovi and mcr!
oh the love (:

oi you. don't be emo liao lah.
:D
self-abuse is bad bad bad.
volleyball abuse is equally appaling ):

Cupid's Chokehold - Gym Class Heroes

2007-08-17T22:56:00.000+08:00

Ba ba da da
Ba ba da da
Ba ba da da
Ba ba da da
Ba ba da da

Take a look at my girlfriend
She's the only one I got (ba ba da da)
Not much of a girlfriend
I never seem to get a lot (ba ba da da, ba ba da da)

It's been some time since we last spoke
This is gonna sound like a bad joke
But momma I fell in love again
It's safe to say I have a new girlfriend

And I know it sounds so old
But cupid got me in a chokehold
And I'm afraid I might give in
Towels on the mat my white flag is wavin'

I mean she even cooks me pancakes
And Alka Seltzer when my tummy aches
If that ain't love then I don't know what love is

We even got a secret handshake
And she loves the music that my band makes
I know I'm young but if I had to choose her or the sun
I'd be one nocturnal son of a gun

(ba ba da da, ba ba da da)

Take a look at my girlfriend
She's the only one I got (ba ba da da)
Not much of a girlfriend
I never seem to get a lot (ba ba da da, ba ba da da)

Take a look at my girlfriend
She's the only one I got (ba ba da da)
Not much of a girlfriend
I never seem to get a lot (ba ba da da, ba ba da da)

It's been awhile since we talked last and I'm tryin' hard not to talk fast
But dad I'm finally thinkin' I may have found the one
Type of girl that will make you way proud of your son

And I know you heard the last song about the girls that didn't last long
But I promise this is on a whole new plane
I can tell by the way she says my name (ba ba da da)

I love it when she calls my phone
She even got her very own ringtone
If that ain't love then I don't know what love is (ba ba da da)

It's gonna be a long drive home but I know as soon as I arrive home
And I open the door take off my coat and throw my bag on the floor
She'll be back into my arms once more for sure

Take a look at my girlfriend
She's the only one I got (ba ba da da)
Not much of a girlfriend
I never seem to get a lot (ba ba da da, ba ba da da)

She's got a smile that would make the most senile
Annoying old man bite his tongue
I'm not done
She's got eyes comparable to sunrise
And it doesn't stop there
Man I swear
She's got porcelain skin of course she's a ten
And now she's even got her own song
But movin' on
She's got the cutest laugh I ever heard
And we can be on the phone for three hours
Not sayin' one word
And I would still cherish every moment
And when I start to build my future she's the main component
Call it dumb call it luck call it love or whatever you call it but
Everywhere I go I keep her picture in my wallet like here

Take a look at my girlfriend
She's the only one I got (ba ba da da)
Not much of a girlfriend
I never seem to get a lot (ba ba da da, ba ba da da)

Take a look at my girlfriend
She's the only one I got (ba ba da da)
Not much of a girlfriend
I never seem to get a lot (ba ba da da, ba ba da da)

today was fun. (:
and you're right beside me! HAHA!
coolio. lalala. D:

Thunder - Boys Like Girls

2007-08-15T19:59:00.000+08:00

Today is a winding road
that's taking me to places that I didn't want to go
Whoa (whoa, whoa, whoa)
Today in the blink of an eye
I'm holding on to something and I do not know why
I tried

I tried to read between the lines
I tried to look in your eyes
I want a simple explanation
For what I'm feeling inside
I gotta find a way out
Maybe there's a way out

Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I don't wanna ever love another
You'll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain
And bring on the thunder

Today is a winding road
Tell me where to start and tell me something I don't know
Whoa (whoa, whoa, whoa)
Today I'm on my own
I can't move a muscle and I can't pick up the phone
I don't know (I don't know, I don't know, I don't know)

And now I'm itching for the tall grass
And longing for the breeze
I need to step outside
Just to see if I can breathe
I gotta find a way out
Maybe theres a way out

Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I don't wanna ever love another
You'll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain

Yeah I'm walking on a tightrope
I'm wrapped up in vines
I think we'll make it out
But you just gotta give me time
Strike me down with lightning
Let me feel you in my veins
I wanna let you know how much I feel your pain

Today is a winding road that's taking me to places that I didn't want to go
Whoa

Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I don't wanna ever love another
You'll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain
And bring on the thunder, and I said
Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain
Oh baby bring on the pain
And listen to the thunder

i don't wanna ever love another.
you'll always be my thunder (:
ily.

Chemistry Of A Car Crash - Shiny Toy Guns

2007-08-14T00:02:00.000+08:00

You're waking up
A part of me I've never known
And I've never felt
So invincible
What took you so far away?

You're lost for tonight again
That's what you wanted?
Your arms to your side again

Just take away the words I say
Cause I know
That you don't feel the same
Just go and say
What's in your head
And I won't try to stop you

You hold the rights I'll never own
And I've never felt
So alien
Don't tear us apart again

What is the use of it
We're ok, it's nothing
It's all chemistry of a car crash

And I won't try so you'll stay
This time
I won't try
And I won't change
This time I won't try
To stop you

this ♥ has broken.
it's time to move on?
maybe.

you have stolen my heart.

2007-08-08T23:37:00.000+08:00

international boy.

hanky panky ;D

today was damn fun lah XD
will blog in detail later. ;p

without you.

2007-08-06T22:03:00.000+08:00

haven't done one of these in a while.

Name: aaron
Sisters: none
Brothers: none
Shoe size: 9
What are you wearing : t-shirt & shorts
Favorite Number: 18! ;D
Favorite Drink: baileys on the rocks with milk
Favorite Month: nov! jk it's actually march. ;x
Favorite Breakfast: anything really

***Have You Ever
Broken a bone: yes
Been on a boat: i steered/commodeered a boat too! haha
Came close to dying: yup.
Swam in the ocean: yes
Fallen asleep in school: who doesn't?
Broken someone’s heart: maybe
Cried when someone died: almost.
Fell off your chair: nope. haha ;D
Sat by the phone?: yes
Saved emails?: yes
Been cheated on: no
cheated on someone: i would never do that -.-
cheated on a test: of course. XD

What is-
Your room like? i don't care as long as i have my comfy bed (:
Whats right beside you?: guitar, phone, medication. x) yes i'm sick hoho
What is the last thing you ate?: mushrooms! they're nice weee~

—Ever Had—
Chicken pox: yeah
Sore throat: yesssssss T_T
Stitches: never had the luxury to have stitches o:
Broken nose: no

—Do You—
Like picnics? haha. as long as their with the right people (:
Like School? no. ):

—Questions—
Who was the last person you danced with: zihao! haha XD
Who makes you smile? her.

—Who—
Did you last yell at: myself ;x
Do you like yourself? yes/no

—Final Questions—
What are you listening to right now? 不能说的秘密 by jay chou ;x
Hated someone in your family? yeah
What car do you wish to have? BMW6! but not a lambo. XD
can you sing ? muahahahaha. i hope so
Diamond or pearl? pearl on my guitars. diamond on her finger (:
Indoors or outdoors: anything lah

—Today did you—
1. Talk to someone you like? yup
2. Who? not telling
3. Get sick? yes ):
4. Sing: yeah lol
5. Talked to an ex: no
6. Miss someone: yes T_T

—Last person who—
7. Was in your bed besides you: well she needed some comforting. so i'm not gonna say her name
8. Talked to on the phone? no one wants to call me T_T lol but i did lah. ;p
9. Made you cry? someone.
10. Went to the movies with? classmates. going again this wed woot :D :D
11. You went to the mall with: my mum LOL
12.Been to Europe: yeah
13. Been to Asia: i sure hope so
14.been to Russia: no
15.Been to the Bahamas: no
18. Been to Mexico: no
19. Been to Canada: no
20. Been to U.S.: yes. but i couldn't remember the last time. i was 2 months old remember ;x

—Random—
21. Do you like someone at the moment: yes. does it matter though? x)
22. What books are you reading right now? re-reading deathly hallows. don't ask why.
23. Best feeling in the world: being with the person you love. yes it's the best feeling ever. =/
24. Future kids names: no plans just yet. lol x)
25. Do you sleep with a stuffed animal: pillow ftw

Used To - Daughtry

2007-08-04T12:55:00.001+08:00

You used to talk to me like
I was the only one around.
You used to lean on me like
The only other choice was falling down.
You used to walk with me like
We had nowhere we needed to go,
Nice and slow, to no place in particular.

We used to have this figured out;
We used to breathe without a doubt.
When nights were clear, you were the first star that I'd see.
We used to have this under control.
We never thought.
We used to know.
At least there's you, and at least there's me.
Can we get this back?
Can we get this back to how it used to be?

I used to reach for you when
I got lost along the way.
I used to listen.
You always had just the right thing to say.
I used to follow you.
Never really cared where we would go,
Fast or slow, to anywhere at all.

We used to have this figured out;
We used to breathe without a doubt.
When nights were clear, you were the first star that I'd see.
We used to have this under control.
We never thought.
We used to know.
At least there's you, and at least there's me.
Can we get this back?
Can we get this back to how it used to be?

I look around me,
And I want you to be there
'Cause I miss the things that we shared.
Look around you.
It's empty, and you're sad
'Cause you miss the love that we had.

You used to talk to me like
I was the only one around,
The only one around.

We used to have this figured out;
We used to breathe without a doubt.
When nights were clear, you were the first star that I'd see.
We used to have this under control.
We never thought.
We used to know.
At least there's you, and at least there's me.
Can we get this back?
Can we get this back to how it used to be? Yeah.
To how it used to be.
To how it used to be, yeah.
To how it used to be.
To how it used to be.

i love you.
but it doesn't matter anymore.
< / 3

i'm heading south.

2007-08-03T15:58:00.000+08:00

It's never been easy for me
To find words that go along with a melody
But this time there's actually something on my mind
So please forgive these few brief awkward lines
Since I met you my whole life has changed
It's not just the furniture you re-arranged
I was living in the past
But somehow you brought me back
and I havn't felt like this since before Frankie said relax
and now I know based on my track record
I may not seem like the safest bet
All I'm asking you is
Don't write me off just yet

For years I've been telling myself the same old story
That I'm happy to live off my so called formor glorys
But you've given me a reason
To take another chance
Now I need you inspite the fact
That you've killed all my plants
And now I know
That i've already blown more chances
Then anyone should ever get
All I'm asking you is
Don't write me off just yet
Don't write me off just yet

sigh. i'm getting emo again.
ok fine i won't say emo cos i don't have the fringe.
but.
ah life sucks.
it's either that, or i suck.
or it could actually be both. o:
i'm guessing it's both.
cos lets face it. life does suck.
and i suck too.
not at guitar, cos i am good at it.
hoho shameless plug.
but yeah. time for some self pity.
i have yet to do anything remotely close to expressing how i feel.
which sucks, to be perfectly honest.
the worst thing is, i've had so many chances to do something.
and i blew them all. wtf. x)
she might be reading this, i dunno.
i wonder how she feels. ><
maybe i should be gay.
guy feelings are so much easier to figure out. x.x

socks.

2007-08-01T21:45:00.000+08:00

What people ask on a cruise ship:

1) Why is it so windy outside
2) What do you do witht he ice sculptures after they melt?
3) Does the crew sleep on the ship?
4) Is this island completely surrounded by water?
5) Does the ship make its own electricity?
6) What time is the midnight buffet being served?

rwar. got my guitar setup by Beez! today. haha.
it's damn shiok now weeeeeeee.
jamjamjam tomorrow. ahahahahahahhahaha.
lol ok looks like i'm high.
but actually i'm not.
i'm just trying to make my blog post look more substantial through spamming of meaningless letters.
muahahahahahahhahahaha.
see? ;x
jamjamjamjamjam tomorrow.
hope we get to use the JVMs.
if so, i'd die a happy man. :D
[after one last phone call of course]

The Great Escape - Boys Like Girls

2007-07-30T19:27:00.000+08:00

Paper bags and plastic hearts
All are belongings in shopping carts
It's goodbye
But we got one more night
Let's get drunk and ride around
And make peace with an empty town
We can make it right

Throw it away
Forget yesterday
We'll make the great escape
We won't hear a word they say
They don't know us anyway
Watch it burn
Let it die
Cause we are finally free tonight

Tonight will change our lives
It's so good to be by your side
But we'll cry
We won't give up the fight
We'll scream loud at the top of our lungs
And they'll think it's just cause we're young
And we'll feel so alive

Throw it away
Forget yesterday
We'll make the great escape
We won't hear a word they say
They don't know us anyway
Watch it burn
Let it die
Cause we are finally free tonight

All of the wasted time
The hours that were left behind
The answers that we'll never find
They don't mean a thing tonight

Throw it away
Forget yesterday
We'll make the great escape
We won't hear a word they say
They don't know us anyway

Throw it away
Forget yesterday
We'll make the great escape
We won't hear a word they say
They don't know us anyway

Throw it away
Forget yesterday
We'll make the great escape
We won't hear a word they say
They don't know us anyway
Watch it burn
Let it die
Cause we are finally free tonight

no not free yet. T_T
been doing an unhealthy amount of reminiscing lately.
all trish's fault. *domo*
ohya been mugging alot too. lol.
need to get my a1s. ahahahahahahha.
shoo fellow doubters. i shall prove you wrong! XD
anyway. lots of stuff happened and is happening lately.
life needs to go back to the good old days
but that will never happen eh ):
omg i heard jay chou is in sg.
gay x)

Don't Look Back In Anger - Oasis

2007-07-26T13:48:00.000+08:00

Slip inside the eye of your mind
Don't you know you might find
A better place to play
You said that you'd once never been
All the things that you've seen
Will slowly fade away

So I'll start the revolution from my bed
Cos you said the brains I had went to my head
Step outside the summertime's in bloom
Stand up beside the fireplace
Take that look from off your face
You ain't ever gonna burn my heart out

So Sally can wait,
she knows its too late as we're walking on by
Her soul slides away,
but don't look back in anger I hear you say

Take me to the place where you go
Where nobody knows if it's night or day
Please don't put your life in the hands
Of a Rock n Roll band
Who'll throw it all away

So I'll start the revolution from my bed
Cos you said the brains I had went to my head
Step outside the summertime's in bloom
Stand up beside the fireplace
Take that look from off your face
You ain't ever gonna burn my heart out

So Sally can wait,
she knows its too late as we're walking on by
Her soul slides away,
but don't look back in anger I hear you say

Don't look back in anger
Don't look back in anger
Don't look back in anger
At least not today

i think i still...
x)
to be honest, it's nice being just friends
but..

deathly hallows was ok btw.
i don't think it was really THAT much better than the rest
but at least there was some sort of closure
closure is always nice.
i'd rather have that cliche ending than a totally ambiguous ending like the sopranos -.-

and i wanna know where i am in your heart =x

Paper Walls - Yellowcard

2007-07-15T20:24:00.000+08:00

Let's burn a hole, so we can climb out.
Of these paper walls, and this empty house.
Don't listen too close, they're words are like guns.
With bullets that fly and kill what you've won..

Let's burn a hole, so we can climb out.
Of these paper walls, and this empty house.

We're the only thing that's real.

These visions we have of ten years ago,
Of stars in the sky and us down below.
In streets and east coast lines,
We kept this scene alive.

Here I am, still hold on to this,
Dream we had, won't let go of it,
Hear me now, you will never be alone..

Don't listen too close, they're words are like guns.
With bullets that fly and kill what you've won.
Some love to hate, and some tell you lies.
So lets make a toast, and kiss them goodbye..

We'll kiss them all goodbye..

Here I am, still hold on to this,
Dream we had, won't let go of it,
Hear me now, you will never be alone..

Here I stand, won't turn back again.
Won't leave you, know how hard it's been
Hear me now, you will never be alone..

Let's take what hurts, and write it all down.
On these paper walls, and this empty house.
And when our ink runs out, we'll burn it to the ground..

Here I am, still hold on to this
Dream we had, won't let go of it,
Hear me now, you will never be alone..

Here I stand, won't turn back again.
Won't leave you, know how hard it's been
Hear me now, you will never be alone..

entry about last night
will appear soon.
harry potter 5 sucks ):

i guess it's not meant to be. =/

2007-07-04T18:36:00.000+08:00

hello. yes, i am blogging.
just finished the first of my zuo wens that are due tomorrow.
i'm good hoho. ;D
ok not that good.
here's a secret. i won't get higher than 3 for the matrices test.
><
i guess that's because i've been sleeping in all my maths classes.
[but at least i didn't snore like yu heng during the test XD]
anyway, school finally ended after like forever.
got home and mourned abit for my hair.
was chatting with adam for a bit. then i had to leave to meet trish.
had trouble finding the seven eleven.
oh wait. it closed down liao. XD
anyway i was spotted by the stalker and she stole my 10 bucks. ):
on the verge of tears, i ran so fast i managed to catch the 852.
ok disregard that line ^
so the 852 went zoom zoom zoom
and then i reached home. ;D
became depressed again after seeing my unfinished work on the table.
[i need some oxycotin x)]
and this is where i shall end today.

and yes again. i am blogging.
wow.

Shadows and Regrets - Yellowcard

2007-06-28T21:03:00.000+08:00

I'm back, back in town,
and everything has changed.
I feel, feel let down,
the faces stay the same.
I see, see shadows
of who we used to be.
When I drive, drive so slow
through this memory.

When we were only kids,
and we were best of friends,
And we hoped for the best,
and let go of the rest.

I heard, heard myself
say things I take back.
If I could, could re-tell,
and make these stories last.
I see, see shadows
of who we'll always be.
When I drive, drive these roads
that made our memories.

And we were only kids,
and we were best of friends,
And we hoped for the best,
and let go of the rest.
The shadows and regrets,
let go of the rest.

Everything has changed,
the faces stay the same.
Everythng has changed,
the faces stay the same.

When we were only kids,
and our time couldn't end,
And how tall did we stand,
with the world in our hands.

And we were only kids,
and we were best of friends,
And we hoped for the best,
and let go of the rest.
The shadows and regrets,
let go of the rest.
The shadows and regrets,
let go of the rest.

it's such a kickass song.
this alone is enough to make me want to buy the album.
msn me if you want this.
and trust me.
you will ;D

how i wish i could let go of the rest ):

Keeper - Yellowcard

2007-06-26T19:28:00.000+08:00

I wanna love, I wanna leave
I Want You To Love Me
I want you To Leave me
I Wanna Stand Where I Can See
I’m Watching you Love Me
I’m Watching You Leavin Me Now

I Wish I Could Be Somebody Else
Wish I Could See You In Myself
Wish there Was Something Inside Me
Too Keep You Inside Me And
Say What You Really Feel
You Know I Need Something That’s Real
Wish there Was Something Inside Me
Too Keep You Inside Me

I Wanna Know If I Could Be
Someone too Turn Too
That Could Never Hurt You
But I Know What You Think Of Me
Yea, You Had Too Break Through
And Now I’m Just Bad News For You

I Wish I Could Be Somebody Else
Wish I Could See You In Myself
Wish there Was Something Inside Me
Too Keep You Inside Me And
Say What You Really Feel
You Know I Need Something That’s Real
Wish there Was Something Inside Me
Too Keep You Inside Me

I Should’ve Told You Everything
I Never Gave You Anything
I Should’ve Told You Everything
If I Could Give You Anything
You Know I’ll Tell You Anything

I Wish I Could Be Somebody Else
Wish I Could See You In Myself
Wish there Was Something Inside Me
Too Keep You Inside Me And
Say What You Really Feel
You Know I Need Something That’s Real
Wish there Was Something Inside Me
Too Keep You Inside Me

I Should’ve Told You Everything

off the new album paper walls.
says pretty much all i wanna say to her. x)
~~but i never had the balls to~~

ps. i hope you feel better mel =/

Fender '72 Telecaster Custom

2007-06-23T01:56:00.000+08:00

sweet. ;D

2007-06-19T00:21:00.000+08:00

damage report.
well, i feel that i'm getting over her now.
the days aren't as sad anymore. not as draining, trying to continue.
ok. it's not like i'm not thinking about her anymore.
no. i'm still thinking about her. all the time. every single day.
she's always been a big part of my life, no matter what has happened between us, and i can't not think about her.
i won't be naming any names, since i think she still comes here, however rarely she does. =/
things have been worse. at least she's talking to me now. ~~sometimes~~
i hope that i didn't say or do anything that would just make things worse.
i'm not that articulate after all.
i mean, i try to be. but when it all comes down, i'm really just a mess with words.
it's hard for me to express myself.
and usually when i try to say the right things, the adequate words come a few days too late.
ohwells. i dunno how to feel right now. things change so fast these days.
who knows. maybe 10 days from now she'll not talk to me at all.
we'll see how things go.
hopefully i won't have to do anything stupid ):

2007-06-15T21:52:00.001+08:00

HAYLEY'S A FANGIRL.
AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
i'm loving paramore more and more ;x

Disenchanted - My Chemical Romance

2007-06-14T21:26:00.000+08:00

Well I was there on the day
They sold the cause for the queen,
And when the lights all went out
We watched our lives on the screen.
I hate the ending myself,
But it started with an alright scene.

It was the roar of the crowd
That gave me heartache to sing.
It was a lie when they smiled
And said, "you won't feel a thing"
And as we ran from the cops
We laughed so hard it would sting

Yeah yeah, oh

If I'm so wrong (so wrong, so wrong)
How can you listen all night long? (night long, night long)
Now will it matter after I'm gone?
Because you never learn a goddamned thing.

You're just a sad song with nothing to say
About a life long wait for a hospital stay
And if you think that I'm wrong,
This never meant nothing to ya

I spent my high school career
Spit on and shoved to agree
So I could watch all my heroes
Sell a car on tv
Bring out the old guillotine
We'll show 'em what we all mean.

Yeah yeah, oh

If I'm so wrong (so wrong, so wrong)
How can you listen all night long? (night long, night long)
Now will it matter long after I'm gone?
Because you never learn a goddamned thing.

You're just a sad song with nothing to say
About a life long wait for a hospital stay
And if you think that I'm wrong,
This never meant nothing to ya

So go, go away, just go, run away.
But where did you run to? And where did you hide?
Go find another way, price you pay

Woah, Woah, Woah, Woah, Woah, Woah

You're just a sad song with nothing to say
About a life long wait for a hospital stay
And if you think that I'm wrong,
This never meant nothing to ya, come on

You're just a sad song with nothing to say
About a life long wait for a hospital stay
And if you think that I'm wrong,
This never meant nothing to ya

At all, at all, at all, at all

k i have posted this song before
but whatever.
i'm still super sad. and this song reflects how i feel right now.
i dunno how long this will last. ):

sentosa.

2007-06-12T22:53:00.000+08:00

shameless camwhores ;x

chasoba! ;D

the good times...

2007-06-09T23:40:00.000+08:00

Born For This - Paramore

2007-06-09T13:00:00.000+08:00

Oh no I just keep on falling
(Back to the same old…)
Where’s hope when misery comes crawling?
(Oh my way, Ay…)
With your faith you’ll trigger a landslide
(victory)
Kill off this common sense of mind

It takes acquired minds to taste, to taste, to taste this wine
You can’t down it with your eyes
So we don’t need the headlines
We don’t need the headlines
We just want…

Everybody sing like it’s the last song you will ever sing
Tell me, tell me, do you feel the pressure now?
Everybody live like it’s the last day you will ever see
Tell me, tell me, do you feel the pressure now?

Right now you’re the only reason
(I’m not letting go, oh…)
Time out if everyone’s worth pleasing
(Well ha-ha!)
You’ll trigger a landslide
Born For This Lyrics
(Victory)
to kill off their finite state of mind

It takes acquired minds to taste, to taste, to taste this wine
You can’t down it with your eyes
So we don’t need the headlines
No, we don’t want your headlines
We just want…

Everybody sing like it’s the last song you will ever sing
Tell me, tell me, do you feel the pressure now?
Everybody live like it’s the last day you will ever see
Tell me, tell me, do you feel the pressure now?

Everybody sing like it’s the last song you will ever sing
Tell me, tell me, do you feel the pressure?
[repeat x2]

Alright, so you think you’re ready?
Ok, then you say this with me
Go!
We were born for this
We were born for this
Alright, so you think you’re ready?
OK, then you say this with me
Go!
We were born for this
We were born for this
We were born for this
We were born for this

We were born for
We were born for

Everybody sing like it’s the last song you will ever sing
Tell me, tell me, can you feel the pressure?
Everybody live like it’s the last day you will ever see
Tell me, tell me, can you feel the pressure now?

Everybody sing like it’s the last song you will ever sing
Tell me, tell me, can you feel the pressure?
Tell me, tell me, can you feel the pressure?

We were born for this
We were born for this
We were born for this

it's getting better.
but not by much ):

2007-06-08T01:41:00.000+08:00

why do i continue.
new guitar, new amp.
doesn't make a difference.
doesn't make me happy like i used to be.
doesn't heal me.
doesn't give me a reason.
doesn't...

Light Up The Sky - Yellowcard

2007-06-07T03:13:00.000+08:00

Your making a choice to live like this,
And all of the noise,
I Am Silence.
We already know how it ends tonight,
You run in the dark through a firefight.
And I would explode just to save your life,
Yeh I would explode.

Let me light up the sky,
Light it up for you.
Let me tell you why,
I would die for you.
Let me light up the sky.

I can't find a wall to pin this to,
Their all coming down since i've found you.
I just wanna be where you are tonight.
I run in the dark looking for some light,
And how will we know if we just don't try,
We won't ever know.

Let me light up the sky,
Light it up for you.
Let me tell you why,
I would die for you.

Let me light up the sky,
Light it up for you.
Let me make this mine,
I'll ignite for you.

Let me light up the sky,
Just for you tonight.
Let me help you fly,
Cause you won't have time.
Cover your eyes,
Get your disguise,
They won't ask you why,
They just watch you die.

And it's still so hard to be who you are,
So you play this part,
The show goes on.
You've come this far with a broken heart,
Yeh you've come this far,
And you've broken.

Let me light up the sky,
Light it up for you.
Let me tell you why,
I would die for you.
Let me light up the sky,
Light it up for you.
Let me make this mine,
I'll ignite for you,
I'll ignite for you.

Let me light up the sky,
Light it up for you.
Let me tell you why,
I would die for you.

And it's still so hard to be who you are,
But you've come this far with a broken heart.
And it's still so hard to be who you are,
But you've come this far with a broken...

Let me light up the sky,
Let me light up the sky.

she still doesn't know how much i love her.
but whose fault is that eh? stupid aaron. -.-
):
kill me now. can't fucking sleep.

2007-06-06T19:59:00.000+08:00

i walk alone. i thought i wasn't, but i sorely misjudged.
actions misinterpreted.
words misunderstood.
and now i'm left to ponder
what would have been.
what could have been.
what should have been.
you are such a ~~fucking~~ tease.
but i guess i brought it all on myself.
now i'm too tired to keep on playing.
i need a cause, an objective, a reason to continue.
and without one,

god knows what will happen.

2007-06-05T22:15:00.000+08:00

i thought it would be better today.
how wrong i was.
):

2007-06-05T01:30:00.000+08:00

i'm depressed. ):
i wonder why i let myself go in so deep.
x)
*turns emo mode on*

~~she won't see this~~

Up and Up - Relient K

2007-06-04T22:45:00.000+08:00

Yesterday
Is not quite what it could've been
As were most of all the days before
But I swear today
With every breath I'm breathing in
I'll be trying to make it so much more

Cause it seems I get so hung up on
The history and what's gone wrong
And the hope of a new day
Is sometimes hard to see (what you see)
And though I'm finally catching onto it
And now the past is just a conduit
And the light there at the end is
Where I'll be

Cause I'm on the up and up
I'm on the up and up
And I haven't given up
Given up on what
I know I'm capable of
And I'm on the up and up
I'm on the up and up
Yeah there's nothing left to prove
Cause I'm just trying to be
A better version of me
For you
A better version of me
For you

To be prosperous
Would not require much of me
You see contentment is the one thing
It entails
To be content with where I am
And getting where I need to be
I'm moving past the past
Where I have failed

But I'm finally catching onto it
And now the past is just a conduit
Right there at the end
Is where I'll be
Oh

Cause I'm on the up and up
I'm on the up and up
And I haven't given up
Given up on what
What I've gained from love
And I'm on the up and up
I'm on the up and up
Yeah there's nothing left to prove
Cause I'm just trying to be
A better version of me
For you
A better version of me
For you

You never cease
To supply me with
What I need
For a good life
So when I'm down
I'll hold my head up high
Cause you're the reason why

I'm on the up and up
I'm on the up and up
And I haven't given up
Given up on what
What I've gained from love
And I'm on the up and up
I'm on the up and up
Yeah there's nothing left to prove
Cause I'm just trying to be
A better version of me
For you
(Trying to be a better version of me for you)
Oh

seize the day.

2007-05-31T00:51:00.000+08:00

jubliee! (:

we're somewhere in there. ;D

UPDATE!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=k6EQAOmJrbw
or
http://community.livejournal.com/chemicalromance/2653645.html
or
http://www.nme.com/artists/my-chemical-romance/media/574

TEENAGERS! XD

Shadow Of The Day - Linkin Park

2007-05-23T13:02:00.001+08:00

I close both locks below the window
I close both blinds and turn away

Sometimes solutions aren't so simple
Sometimes good bye's the only away

[Chorus]
And the sun will set for you
The sun will set for you

And the shadow of the day
Will embrace the world in grey

And the sun will set for you
[End Chorus]

And cards and flowers on your window
Your friends all plead for you to stay

Sometimes beginnings aren't so simple
Sometimes good bye's the only way

[Chorus]
And the sun will set for you
The sun will set for you

And the shadow of the day
Will embrace the world in grey

And the sun will set for you

And the shadow of the day
Will embrace the world in grey

And the sun will set for you

And the shadow of the day
Will embrace the world in grey

And the sun will set for you
[End Chorus]

cheerleaders + gas masks = D:

2007-05-09T20:59:00.000+08:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JJZBUm5JV-0

omg omg omg. TEENAGERS! XD
can't wait. ahh
btw, spidey 3 rocks.
especially after watching it twice. heh.

The Feeling - Rose

2007-05-02T21:06:00.000+08:00

You and your friends
Boxes of ten
Cool to the touch
You warn me so much
The white to your left
The red to your right
Are all that I'd seen
Til I realised the love that I seek
Lies right in-between

Rose
I love ya
Especially today
Rose
I love your delicate way

The chill in my veins
Relieves me from pain
Again and again
I lose all control
Your taking your toll
And i'm no longer sane
Dont be afraid
The love that I show is the love that you made
So dont be afraid
'Cos your in control
I'm just your slave

Rose,
I love ya,
Especially today,
Rose,
I love your delicate way.

Dont let him put you down
I won't let him put you down
'Cos your as good as the rest
And you're much better dressed
I think pink is my colour
I wont drink from no other
Never!

Oh I love ya
Especially today
Especially this way
Oh Rose
I want ya
Believe me this way
Rose
I love your delicate way.

chem and maths are gonna kill me.
date of death - 7 to 9 may x)
somewhere inbetween i guess.
i've lost all faith in a...

15, 15, 15.

2007-04-28T23:19:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ZIHAO. ;D

no, didn't forget. =p

anyway. got my 80gig ipod today.
and finally learned how to change from index form to logarithm form.
great success. (:

playing for combined worship tomorrow.
hope i don't screw up.
bass is so cool. ;D

Snow Patrol - Open Your Eyes

2007-04-22T23:46:00.000+08:00

All this feels strange and untrue
And I won't waste a minute without you
My bones ache, my skin feels cold
And I'm getting so tired and so old

The anger swells in my guts
And I won't feel these slices and cuts
I want so much to open your eyes
'Cause I need you to look into mine

Tell me that you'll open your eyes [x4]

Get up, get out, get away from these liars
'Cause they don't get your soul or your fire
Take my hand, knot your fingers through mine
And we'll walk from this dark room for the last time

Every minute from this minute now
We can do what we like anywhere
I want so much to open your eyes
'Cause I need you to look into mine

Tell me that you'll open your eyes [x8]

All this feels strange and untrue
And I won't waste a minute without you

beautiful song, though a big draggy with the repeated phrases.
had our first gig last night.
it was an experience, that's all i'm gonna say.
elections tomorrow. heh.
wish me luck (:

silver lining.

2007-04-19T20:25:00.000+08:00

my grandmother died last weekend.
and we got silver for syf.

thats all you need to know.
x)

here we go again

2007-04-12T23:12:00.000+08:00

been jamming alot recently, in preperation for our gig on the 21st.
still looking desperately for a vocalist.
i'm just hoping aubrey will be able to sing [insert song name here].
nope, i'm not gonna tell you what song it is! thats my secret to keep.
if you wanna know, you're just gonna have to ask me.
*cheeky grin*

oops, sorry you had to smell that.
darlie doesn't give you a fresh breath, i swear. ):
actually, i don't even use darlie. D:

so.
come down support!
its free of charge!
[of course it is since i'll be gigging D:]
(:

ps. i can't wait for paramore's sophomore album, Riot! to come out.
and yellowcard's Paper Walls. (:

ROMA..... OWNED (:

2007-04-11T21:18:00.000+08:00

Seventh Heaven in Theatre of Dreams. Fergie's Boys Go Ultrasonic. Magnificent Seven. Wednesday's headlines may have been a tad on the predictable side, but the result and performance they were hailing was anything but.

Shorn of several key players through injury and suspension, two successive defeats beforehand for the first time in 18 months, up against a Roma side full of attacking talent... Manchester United fans had every reason to be nervous beforehand.

But a dazzling display adorned with seven goals of bewitching quality left Sir Alex Ferguson purring that "in European terms, it was without doubt the greatest night I have had here".

Little wonder given the statistics. It was the biggest winning margin ever in a Champions League knock-out round match, and the biggest victory in a European Cup or Champions League quarter-final since Real Madrid thumped Seville 8-0 in 1958.

Only Juventus, with a 7-0 group win against Olympiacos in 2003, have bettered it since the Champions League came into being.

United had matched it with a 7-1 win over Waterford at the start of the defence of their European Cup title in 1968, but with due respect to the Irish side, Roma are second in Serie A.

Older fans may recall the 4-1 final victory over Benfica that brought United their first European Cup, or even a 10-0 rout of Anderlecht on their home debut in Europe in 1956 - what Sir Matt Busby called "one of the most perfect exhibitions my side has ever given".

As a 12-year-old I remember the night Diego Maradona's Barcelona arrived at Old Trafford in 1984 with a 2-0 lead, only for Captain Marvel Bryan Robson to give one of his most inspired performances, scoring twice in a memorable 3-0 victory.

In the Ferguson era, there have been two victories in European finals, but the outstanding performances were probably the 4-0 home rout of Porto in 1997, and certainly the Roy Keane-inspired comeback from 2-0 down to Juventus in the 1999 semi-final.

But in terms of a single, dominant display against quality opposition on a European stage, has Wednesday's destruction of Roma ever been bettered by an English team?

Liverpool's comeback from 3-0 down against AC Milan in the final two years ago may have surpassed it for sheer drama and backs-to-the-wall determination, but did it match or better it for quality?

The Liverpool side that secured three European Cups in five years from 1977-1981 might point to a 5-1 destruction of Dynamo Dresden in '77, a 4-1 quarter-final win at Benfica the same year, or maybe the 5-1 quarter-final win over CSKA Sofia in 1981.

Supporters of two-time winners Nottingham Forest might remember a 5-1 win over AEK Athens in 1978, or a 4-1 quarter-final win over the Swiss side Grasshoppers.

Hell, Arsenal fans might even point to their victory over Real in Madrid last year or the 2-0 quarter-final victory over Juventus en route to the final.

But for sheer footballing brilliance and scintillating goals, the rout of Roma takes some beating for me. What do you reckon?

Man Utd 7 - 1 Roma (8-3 on agg.)

2007-04-11T06:32:00.000+08:00

yup, thats right. SEVEN
the cup(s) is/are ours. (:

soup. where's my soup o:

2007-04-05T23:59:00.000+08:00

5 hours ago, i had thought of something to blog about.
4 hours ago, i still remembered what i wanted to blog about.
3 hours ago, i fell asleep.
2 hours ago, i fell in love.
1 hour ago, i woke up from my dream.
now, i'm gonna go sleep again.

and blog whatever i was going to blog,
tomorrow.
since its good friday
and i'll be at home
~~emoing~~
playing my guitar.

syf is in exactly 2 weeks.
my future hangs in the balance. =x

thnks fr th mnkys

2007-04-04T21:58:00.000+08:00

Carrie Underwood - I Just Can't Live A Lie

Lately nothing I do ever seems to please you
And maybe turning my back would be that much easier
Cause hurtful words are all that we exchange
But I can't watch you walk away

Can I forget about the way it feels to touch you?
And all about the good times that we've been through
Could I wake up without you every day?
Would I let you walk away?

No, I can't learn to live without
And I can't give up on us now

[Chorus]
Oh, I know I could say we're through
And tell myself I'm over you
But even if I made a vow
I promise not to miss you now
And try to hide the truth inside
I'd fail cause I, I just can't live a lie

Could I forget the look that tells me that you want me?
And all the reasons that make loving you so easy
The kiss that always makes it hard to breathe
The way you know just what I mean

No, I can't learn to live without
Ohh, so don't you give up on us now

Ohh, I know I could say we're through
And tell myself I'm over you
But even if I made a vow
I promise not to miss you now
And try to hide the truth inside
I'd fail cause I, I just can't live a lie

Ohh, and I don't wanna try

Ohhhh, I know I could say we're through
And tell myself I'm over you
But even if I made a vow
I promise not to miss you now
And try to hide the truth inside
I'd fail cause I, I just can't live a lie

I just can't live a lie

But even if I made a vow
I promise not to miss you now
And try to hide the truth inside
I'd fail cause I, I just can't live a lie

Oh, I cant live a lie [x2]

this is a nice song. o:
and one of my guilty pleasures. whahaha.
*blush*

(:

2007-04-03T21:03:00.000+08:00

My Chemical Romance - I Don't Love You

2007-04-01T20:55:00.000+08:00

Directed by Marc Webb

It's been a while since I was last able to sit in front of a music video, watch it and come away feeling utterly stunned. I remember that Green Day's 'When September Ends' video moved me, and once upon an eon ago I can drudge up memories of feeling a surprisingly girlish thrill when my favorite boy-band – which will remain nameless (embarrassment is paramount at admitting this) – paraded across the screen dancing highly choreographed (and cheesy) moves and crooning into the camera. But stunned is a long way off from girlish giggling.
My Chemical Romance's new video for I Don't Love You (directed and conceived by the wonderful Marc Webb) has been described as an art student's dream come alive, and in this case I would have to agree whole-heartedly. Every movement, every cut focusing on the characters that embody the song is deliberate and emotionally breathtaking to watch. The focus on the band is not nearly as intense, but it is equally as moving – especially the range of facial expressions displayed by front-man Gerard Way.

While some may argue that too much focus has been placed on Gerard and his highly emotional delivery, the viewer needs to understand that this (like the entire video) was deliberately done. The characters do not display any form of facial emotion – their pain is conveyed through the stains left on the girl’s skin and the slow inevitability of each gesture. In contrast, the facial expressions that Gerard goes through are over the top and more than a little exaggerated – perfect artistic contrast. The concept behind the video and the message conveyed by the song match perfectly, and are both staggeringly simple. Every time you love, you walk away stained by the one you have loved and who has loved you back. You begin to carry traces of them around within your very essence. The pain and courage in this song lies in the confession that your love has changed in depth and in emotional range – even if it threatens to shatter your very soul.

This video is utterly stunning – from the many highly photographic stills, to the intensely passionate yet passive portrayal of the characters, and even though I literally had to sit for a few moments after the last note faded in order to fully absorb what I had just seen, I must ultimately bow in the direction of My Chemical Romance and Marc Webb. Beautifully stunning and well done.

Review by Einat Brigler

and unfortunately, i have to agree with Mr. Brigler. D:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SO9Lj0T93Xk
or
http://www.mychemicalromance.com/media
for a more hi-res version. (:

bury it, i won't let you bury it...

2007-03-28T21:40:00.000+08:00

frank wins at life. x)

if life ain't just a joke, then why are we laughing?

2007-03-26T22:43:00.000+08:00

rwar. i'm back to this skin because i felt that the creepy female face was too much for the innocent little eyes that come here *cough*
so i've changed it back to this, which is much more pleasing to my eye.
i wonder why i even changed it in the first place. -.-

and good news. i have $$ now. D:
so i can buy that guitar! weeeee.
now all i need to do is get my ass off my bed and head down to Swee Lee
gl to me. x)

money pl0x

2007-03-25T19:30:00.000+08:00

Epiphone Elitist Les Paul Custom, Alpine White.
Price: USD$1099 / SGD$1668

Epiphone Japan Les Paul Standard, Honeyburst.
Price: SGD$1150

Gibson Les Paul Studio, Alpine White.
Price: USD$1199 / SGD$1820

Epiphone Les Paul Custom, Alpine White.
Price: USD$599 / SGD$909

Gibson Custom Shop Les Paul Custom, Alpine White.
Price: USD$3399.99 / SGD$5159.50

which one should i buy. T_T

middlesbrough's guilt complex

2007-03-20T23:07:00.000+08:00

man utd won. (:

trish isn't the only one with a sexy voice this week.
*blinks*
i've had it for almost 2 weeks already. it's been like this since the last week of term 1, and it's not going away. ):
my mum wanted to bring me to see the doctor, but she fell asleep on her oh so comfortable bed. [she's still sleeping. D:]
so now i'm burning borat for wenjie. and its lagging my com.
yes. i missed the it show. ):
there goes my chance to get the 80gig ipod for my birthday. grrrr.

the singapore conference hall was smaller than i thought.
and i found out when our doomsday is gonna be. 19 april.
god save the queen. =/
and i didn't know we would know the results on the day itself! coolio~
and we get to skip lessons on the thursday. yay for the lack of chen ling kwong. (:

and i need to sleep.
i don't want my voice to get sexier than trish's
she might get jealous o:

Invincible - Muse

2007-03-19T21:23:00.001+08:00

Follow through
Make your dreams come true
Don't give up the fight
You will be alright
'Cause there's no one like you in the universe

Don't be afraid
What your mind conceives
You should make a stand
Stand up for what you believe
And tonight
We can truly say
Together we're invincible

During the struggle
They will pull us down
But please, please
Let's use this chance
To turn things around
And tonight
We can truly say
Together we're invincible

Do it on your own
It makes no difference to me
What you leave behind
What you choose to be
And whatever they say
Your souls unbreakable

During the struggle
They will pull us down
But please, please
Let's use this chance
To turn things around
And tonight
We can truly say
Together we're invincible
Together we're invincible

During the struggle
They will pull us down
Please, please
Let's use this chance
To turn things around
And tonight
We can truly say
Together we're invincible

i love this song. ;D

Way Back Into Love - Haley Bennett and Hugh Grant

2007-03-18T22:03:00.000+08:00

I’ve been living with a shadow, over head
I’ve been sleeping with a cloud, above my bed
I’ve been lonely for so long
Trapped in the past, I just can’t seem to move on

I’ve been hiding all my hopes and dreams away
just in case I ever need them again someday
I’ve been setting aside time
to clear a little space in the corners of my mind

All I wanna do is find a way back into love
I can’t make it through without a way back into love
Oh-oh

I’ve been watching
but the stars refuse to shine
I’ve been searching
but I just don’t see the signs
I know that it’s out there
there’s gotta be something for my soul somewhere

I’ve been looking for someone to shed some light
Not somebody just to get me through the night
I could use some direction
and I’m open to your suggestions

All I wanna do is find a way back into love
I can’t make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart again
I guess I’m hoping that you’ll be there for me in the end

There are moments when I don’t know if it’s real
or if anybody feels the way I feel
I need inspiration
Not just another negotiation

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can’t make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart to you
I’m hoping you’ll show me what to do
and if you’ll help me to start again
you know that I’ll be there for you in the end

this is such a beautiful song. x)

ferrari won. weeeeee.
i played in the band today. weeeeee.
watched stomp the yard today. sucks ):
school starts again tomorrow. sucks ):
i feel that we've drifted. ):
and i still don't have the pictures from cny! ahhhh.

why is every website so slow today. x)

a strange inner peace,

2007-03-14T13:50:00.000+08:00

thats how i spent my sunday. ;D

cashew 3-3 sji/marist team
guess who i played for? XD
ps. i scored. whahaha.

Thriller - Fall Out Boy

2007-03-10T16:36:00.000+08:00

[Jay Z:]
Yeah, what you critics said would never happen.
We dedicate this album to anybody, people said couldn't make it.
To the fans that held us down till everybody came around.
Welcome. It's here.

Last summer we took threes across the board
But by fall we were a cover story "now in stores"
Make us poster boys for your scene
But we are not making an acceptance speech
I found the safest place to keep all our old mistakes
Every dot com's refreshing for a journal update

So long live the car crash hearts
Cry on the couch all the poets come to life
Fix me in 45

So long live the car crash hearts
Cry on the couch all the poets come to life
Fix me in 45

I can take your problems away with a nod and a wave
Of my hand, 'cause that's just the kind of boy that I am
The only thing I haven't done yet is die
And it's me and my plus one at the afterlife
Crowds are won and lost and won again
But our hearts beat for the diehards

So long live the car crash hearts
Cry on the couch all the poets come to life
Fix me in 45

So long live the car crash hearts
Cry on the couch all the poets come to life
Fix me in 45

Long live the car crash hearts
(Long live the car crash hearts)
Long live the car crash hearts
(Long live the car crash hearts)

Long live the car crash hearts
Cry on the couch all the poets come to life
Fix me in 45

Hehe... Woo!

[Jay Z:]
Young F-O-B.
Let's go.

psst. new skin ;D

to unexplain the unforgivable,

2007-03-09T23:52:00.000+08:00

drain all the blood and give the kids a show

english b3 -.-
physics a1
combined humanities a1
~~higher chinese e8~~
65.6%
6th in class
lalalalala. o:

wb trish. D:

it's raining mcr o:

2007-03-08T21:10:00.000+08:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SO9Lj0T93Xk

frank slow-mo ftw.
and sup with the big eyes. o:

you look so good in blue.

2007-03-05T22:04:00.000+08:00

stumpy patrick ;D

trohmania!

his hoodie is almost as gay as cabawatan's beanie. o:

seconds before his shirt became no more.
and then i knew the rolling stones cover was photoshopped. XD

psssst. try clicking on the pictures. o:

we'll do it in the dark,

2007-03-04T01:03:00.000+08:00

goose.
fall out boy was amazing!
i'll have pictures up soon.
i need to sleep. fucking tired now.

it was a great way to celebrate my birthday. XD
and mcr better come soon. ._.

duck, duck, duck, goose. o:

2007-02-27T16:17:00.000+08:00

oh frankie. <3
[i'm not gay btw D:]

arcade fire. o:

2007-02-26T22:51:00.000+08:00

1. How tall are you barefoot?
17xcm?

2. Have you ever smoked
heroin?
unfortunately not ):

3. Do you own a gun?
toy gun. XD

4. Who's your best friend?
uhh. alot of people? (:

5. Do you get nervous before
yeah, before concerts =x

6. What do you think of hot dogs?
goose. they're good with cheese D:

7. What's your favorite Christmas song?
~~welcome to the black parade~~ joy to the world. XD

8. What do you prefer to
drink in the morning?
water. or nothing o:

9. Can you do push ups?
yeah. =/

10. Is your bathroom clean?
very clean. and not malodorous either. D:

11. What's your favorite piece of jewelry?
uhh. i don't have one. o:

12. Do you like painkillers?
hell yeah XD
but they only work like half the time. -.-
[and its not working now ):]

13. What is your secret weapon to lure in the opposite sex?
doesn't matter. it doesn't work XD

14. Do you own a knife?
yeah.

15. Do you have A.D.D.?
nah. i wouldn't want it either. =p

16. Middle Name?
none.

17. Name 3 thoughts at this exact moment?
~~sex, sex, sex o:~~
guitar, why aaron cabawatan invited me to join the LEFTIES INC. when im a righty o:
where is she. x)

18. Name the last 3 things you have bought:
guitar strings, fall out boy tickets, infinity on high - fall out boy.
and
the black parade - my chemical romance. XD
[i know its 4 things, but i just had to put that in. (:]

19. Name 3 drinks you regularly drink:
water, Bailey's with milk, Hoegaarden. ;D

20. What time did you wake up today?
6.20am. early ):

22. Current worry?
yeah, why? o:

23. Current hate?
not really.

24. Favorite place to be?
my room. XD

25. Least favorite place to be?
'asthetics studio'
thats the fancy name they use for our guitar room. -.-

26. Where would you like to go?
japan and nyc! ;D
where i can get lost.
and get a job. o:

27. Do you own slippers?
yeah. (:

28. What shirt are you wearing?
bossini. =x

30. Favorite color(s)?
black. and pink.
(:

31. Would you be a pirate?
only if i get an undead monkey and a shiny shiny hat
and i get to speak, walk weirdly and be totally malodorous. o:

32. Last time you had an alcoholic drink?
having one now. ;D
[maybe thats why i have a headache. =x]

33. What songs do you sing in the shower?
my chemical romance. ;D
and some muse. =x

35. What's in your pockets right now?
no pockets

36. Last person that made you laugh?
im watching snl now, so it'll probably be Bill Hader. XD

37. Best bed sheets you had as a child?
still have em. ;D
they're shit good (:

38. Worst injury you've ever had?
when i got a break in my spine

40. How many TVs do you own?
i don't own any. computer ftw =x
i do, however, have 2 in my house
but i don't own them. lalalala o:

41. Who is your loudest friend?
zihao. =x

42. Who is your most silent friend?
zihao. XD

43. Does someone have a crush on you?
probably not. o:

44. Do you wish on shooting stars?
i'll tell you when i see one. ;D
oh wait. i did see one, but i forgot on what to wish. XD

45. What is your favorite book?
harry potter. whahahaha.

47. What song do/did you want played at your wedding?
ask the bride. o:
i would say welcome to the black parade or anything by mcr ;D
but they hardly have any slow, romantic wedding songs.
they only have one power ballad, but i guess 'i don't love you' isn't a good song for a wedding now is it? D:

48. What song do you want played at your funeral?
famous last words - mcr. (:

49. What were you doing?
i kinda just woke up. =/

50. What was the First thing you thought of when you woke up?
Pansy! ;D

dude, you're a cohen now. welcome to a world of insecurity and paralysing self-doubt. o:

2007-02-24T16:44:00.000+08:00

today is a sad day. ):
the oc is no more. it has finally ended.
the series has come full circle, much like in the finale of the first season, only now its for the finale of the whole time the show has been touching heads and hearts, mine included.
the show's 4 seasons has been a dramatic part of my life, and one of the few good things that has happened to me since i've come back from scotland. it has been with me for what feels like forever, and now it is time to let go.
it won't be easy.
it won't be happy. ):
i need some closure. [forgive the pun; you won't see it anyway. =x]

and what beats getting closure from fixing my toilet.
yes. it has been fixed. by yours truely. (:
i found out what was causing the leaky leaky, and rectified it! some cause for cheer. o:
and it has taken we ~6 years to see a spider in this house for the first time.
but only 3 days to see a second spider.
weird. x)
and fyi. my toilet is not malodorous at all.
again, thanks to me. XD
[i need some ego boosting o:]
and i need a new pedal. ):

oh well. did i say grey's anatomy was so damn depressing? except the last part when meredith woke up. -.-
i swear, one day i'll be stuck in depression, no thanks to grey's anatomy, one tree hill and the oc. [or lackof]
=x

ps. i need a new layout. x)

Gravity - John Mayer

2007-02-23T22:10:00.000+08:00

Gravity is working against me
And gravity wants to bring me down

Oh I'll never know what makes this man
With all the love that his heart can stand
Dream of ways to throw it all away

Oh Gravity is working against me
And gravity wants to bring me down

Oh twice as much aint twice as good
And can't sustain like a one half could
It's wanting more
That's gonna send me to my knees
[repeat]

Oh gravity, stay the hell away from me
And gravity has taken better men than me (Now how can that be?)

Just keep me where the light is
Just keep me where the light is
Keep you all where the light is
Just keep us where the light is
Ohh.. where the light is! [repeat]

mum's not back yet.
therefore no dinner for me. ):
and i'll have to wait up for her, since she's gonna be booking the fall out boy tickets later.
they're for clifford btw. i already have mine >:]

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaand

passed my physics and humanities. and higher chinese o:
31half/40 for physics
10/10 for history
5/10 for ss ><
42/70 for hcl. whahahaha.
really happy with my results.
now all i have to do is score a1 for both my maths and chem.
english is a given. heh.
and then i'll be top 3? (:
one can always wish, eh?

8 more days. ;D

broken, beaten, dammed.

2007-02-19T02:51:00.000+08:00

ohh. i love the 2am showers.
it really helps me to think and reflect on the past day, as well as how my hair is still not as long as i want it to be.
i still find Borat amazingly funny, even after the 4 months since i first saw the movie.

the party and ktv-ing was great, shack, but nonetheless really fun.
but thats to be expected eh? D:

the Bailey's is fucking fantastic too.
but no worries, i'm not an alky. ~~yet.~~

looking forward to ~~tomorrow~~ later today.
full of fun, laughter, peace, joy, Taboo, movies, more Bailey's, and maybe some Hoegaarden too.

again. i lessthanthree the 2am showers.
reminds me of a long day of pt/hard work
which always pays off. (:

the end's not near

2007-02-18T19:36:00.000+08:00

rwar. happy chinese new year you ~~niggers~~ homies.
i'm having a katzunjammer [click on the word o:] now, so pardon my grammer.
just finished my cup of bailey's on the rocks with milk. [the bailey's had some caramel in it]
going out later.
st. james power station.
see ya tomorrow.

This has been a super short post. If you have any inquiries, feedback or complaints, please direct them to 1800-DEAL-WITH-IT, or alternatively to tigerbeersucks@gmail.com

Thank you. (:

Don't You Know Who I Think I Am? - Fall Out Boy

2007-02-08T18:37:00.000+08:00

Oh oh oh oh
Oh oh oh oh

A penny for your thoughts but a dollar for your insides
Or a fortune for your disaster
I'm just a painter and I'm drawing a blank

We only want to sing you to sleep
In your bedroom speakers, whoa
We need umbrellas on the inside
Get me just right

They say quitters never win
We walk the plank on a sinking ship
There's a world outside of my front door
That gets off on being down

Oh oh oh oh

I could learn to pity fools as I'm the worst of all
And I can't stop feeling sorry for myself
Whoa

We only want to sing you to sleep
In your bedroom speakers, whoa
We need umbrellas on the inside
Get us right

They say quitters never win
We walk the plank on a sinking ship
There's a world outside of my front door
That gets off on being down
They say quitters never win
We walk the plank on a sinking ship
There's a world outside of my front door
That gets off on being down

We only want to sing you to sleep
(In your bedroom speakers, whoa whoa)
We only want to sing you to sleep

They say quitters never win
We walk the plank on a sinking ship
There's a world outside of my front door
That gets off on being down
They say quitters never win
We walk the plank, and we walk the plank
There's a world outside of my front door
That gets off on being down

Broken down on memory lane
Alone together, we're alone (Woah)
Broken down on memory lane
Alone together, we're alone

Oh oh oh oh

i find myself listening to fall out boy so much lately.
x)
i think they're new album is really good lah!
can't wait to go buy it.
and then to download Leaked in London ;D

anyway. i made someone happy yesterday. [or at least i hope so =x]
and that makes me happy too. hahahah. XD

infinity on high~

2007-02-06T16:21:00.000+08:00

the day i scored a hat-trick and hit the post twice. x)
too bad we lost 7-8.
lalala o:

the day after 325 won inter-class football & rugby.
[i didn't play at all btw D:]
oh well. you win some, you lose some. ;D

I've Got All This Ringing In My Ears And None On My Fingers - Fall Out Boy

2007-02-03T20:18:00.000+08:00

You’re a canary, I’m a coal mine
Cause sorrow is just all the rage
Take one for the team
You all know what I mean

And I’m so sorry, but not really
Tell the boys where to find my body
New York eyes, Chicago thighs
Pushed up the window to kiss you off

The truth hurts worse than anything I could bring myself to do to you
The truth hurts worse than anything I could bring myself to do to you

Do you remember the way I held your hand?
Under the lamp post and ran home
This way so many times
I could close my eyes

The truth hurts worse than anything I could bring myself to do to you
The truth hurts worse than anything I could bring myself to do to you

The truth hurts worse than anything I could bring myself to do
The truth hurts worse than anything I could bring myself to do to you
The truth
The truth

(Now press repeat)

i really like fall out boy's new sound. o:
and im so going to their concert.
3 march.
75 bucks
anyone wanna gimme a birthday treat? ;D
http://www.sistic.com.sg/cms/events/index.html?content=789

anyway. 325 are double champions! football & rugby. (:
THANKYOU JJ'S LEFTFOOT(:
lalala.
D:

frankie vs gerard. ._.

2007-02-02T18:46:00.000+08:00

skip to 3:03 on the thing at the right side and watch on. =x

omgwtfbbq

2007-01-28T19:31:00.000+08:00

http://www.sistic.com.sg/cms/events/index.html?content=789
omg. fall out boy is coming to singapore! *faints*
and its on my birthday. XD
anyone interested? (:
comeon. you know you want to go mosh. D:

blade you stain.

2007-01-27T21:15:00.000+08:00

*dies from excessive laughter, shock and*

oh damn, malaysia took the lead.
-.-

[/rant]

'cos we all wanna party when the funeral ends.

2007-01-27T17:17:00.000+08:00

in teh water! and without pants. (:
no worries, i'm not in there. =x

but i am in here. D:

*falls asleep*

My Way Home Is Through You - My Chemical Romance

2007-01-25T10:26:00.000+08:00

Gonna take off all my skin,
Tear apart all of my insides,
When they rifle in,
Mom and Dad think you'll be saved,
They never had the time,
They gonna medicate your lives,
You were always born a crime,
We salute you in your grave,

Can't find my way home,
but it's through you and I know,
What i'll do,
Just to get back in her arms,

Can't find my way home,
But it's through you and I know,
What i'll do,
Just to get back in her er er er er

Do you wanna hold my hand?
Could you sign this photograph?
Cuz i'm your biggest fan,
Would you leave me lying here?

Well i'm here to pay a compliment,
And sing about the government,
Oxycontin genecode,
Adolescent suicide,
Give him my sincerity,
Don't give a fuck about a Kennedy,
Heres what I got to say:

Can't find my way home,
But it's through you and I know,
What i'll do,
Just to get back in her arms

Can't find my way home,
But it's through you and I know,
What i'll do,
Just to get back in her er er er er

Woah oh oh,
Way e ay e oh,
Woah oh oh,
Way e ay e oh,

OWWWWW

Can't find my way home,
But it's through you and I know,
What i'll do,
Just to get back in her arms,

Can't find my way home,
But it's through you and I know,
What i'll do,
Just to get back in her arms,

Can't fight the way,
Can't fight the way,
Can't fight the way yay yay yay yay,
Can't fight the way,
Can't fight the way yay yay yay yay,

C'mon, Angel, Don't you cry,
C'mon, Angel, Don't you cry,
C'mon, Angel, Don't you cry,
C'mon, Angel, Don't you cry.

bury me in black

2007-01-24T16:32:00.000+08:00

i beat chua at fifa.
i beat chua at fifa.
i beat chua at fifa.

*does victory dance*
*trips and falls*

yes. i beat chua at fifa 06. whahaha. twice, no less.
and no, i wasn't using over-rated Real Madrid.
i was playing as FC Basle.
chua took on the duties of Man Utd and Barcelona.
and i still won. whahahahahaha.
time to get drunk. (:

ps. i think AFI sucks. =x
no offense.

Demolition Lovers - My Chemical Romance

2007-01-22T21:55:00.000+08:00

Hand in mine, into your icy blues
And then I'd say to you we could take to the highway
With this trunk of ammunition too
I'd end my days with you in a hail of bullets

I'm trying, I'm trying
To let you know just how much you mean to me
And after all the things we put each other through and

I would drive on to the end with you
A liquor store or two keeps the gas tank full
And I feel like there's nothing left to do
But prove myself to you and we'll keep it running

But this time, I mean it
I'll let you know just how much you mean to me
As snow falls on desert sky
Until the end of everything
I'm trying, I'm trying
To let you know how much you mean
As days fade, and nights grow
And we go cold

Until the end, until this pool of blood
Until this, I mean this, I mean this
Until the end of...

I'm trying, I'm trying
To let you know how much you mean
As days fade, and nights grow
And we go cold

But this time, we'll show them
We'll show them all how much we mean
As snow falls on desert sky
Until the end of every...

All we are, all we are
Is bullets I mean this
[x4]

As lead rains, will pass on through our phantoms
Forever, forever
Like scarecrows that fuel this flame we're burning
Forever, and ever
Know how much I want to show you you're the only one
Like a bed of roses there's a dozen reasons in this gun

And as we're falling down, and in this pool of blood
And as we're touching hands, and as we're falling down
And in this pool of blood, and as we're falling down
I'll see your eyes, and in this pool of blood
I'll meet your eyes, I mean this forever

weee

2007-01-21T21:15:00.000+08:00

paramore! D:

my new pedal!

famous last words!
kill all your friends!
my way home is through you!
kinky!

feel the love (:

kill all your friends. (:

2007-01-21T19:44:00.000+08:00

Cos we all wanna party when the funeral ends
Ba ba ba, ba ba ba
And we all, get together when we bury our friends
Ba ba ba, ba ba ba
Its been 8 bitter years since I been seeing your face
Ba ba ba, ba ba ba
And you're walking away
And I will die in this place
Sometimes you scrape and sink so low
I’m shocked at what you’re capable of
And if this is a coronation
I aint feelin the love
Cos we are all a bunch of animals that never paid attention in school
So tell me all about your problems
I was killing before killing was cool
Youre so cool
Youre so cool
So. Cool

Hang 'Em High - My Chemical Romance

2007-01-19T19:50:00.000+08:00

Wait until it fades to black
Ride into the sunset
Would I lie to you?
Well, I've got something to say
Grab your six-gun from your back
Throttle the ignition
Would I die for you?
Well here's your answer in spades

Shotgun sinners
Wild eyed jokers
Got you in my sights
Gun it while I'm holding on

After all is said and done
Climb out from the pine box
Well I'm asking you
'Cause she's got nothing to say
The angels just cut out her tongue
Call her black Mariah
Would I lie to you?
That girl's not right in the brain

Mass convulsions
Strike the choir
By the grace of God
Gun it while I'm holding on

But don't stop if I fall
And don't look back
Oh baby don't stop
Bury me and fade to black

She won't stop me put it down
She won't stop me put it down
She won't stop me put it down
So get your gun and meet me by the door
[x3]

She won't stop me put it down
She won't stop me put it down
She won't stop me put it down
So baby...

Don't stop if I fall
And don't look back
Oh baby don't stop
Bury me and fade to black
[x2]

i am dismayed. D: [forgive the pun]
oh well. x)
don't stop if i fall. x)

Mr. Pibb and Red Vines = CRAZY DELICIOUS

2007-01-13T15:15:00.000+08:00

note: it's uncensored. and i should have posted this sooner =x

and if they get me take this spike to my heart

2007-01-11T19:14:00.000+08:00

Desert Song - My Chemical Romance

2007-01-11T14:20:00.000+08:00

We hold in our hearts the sword and the faith
Swelled up from the rain, clouds move like a wraith
Well after all, we'll lie another day
And through it all, we'll find some other way
To carry on through cartilage and fluid
And did you come to stare or wash away the blood?

Well tonight, well tonight
Will it ever come?
Spend the rest of your days rocking out
Just for the dead
Well tonight
Will it ever come?
I can see you awake anytime, in my head

Did we all fall down?
Did we all fall down?
Did we all fall down?
Did we all fall down?
From the lights to the pavement
From the van to the floor
From backstage to the doctor
From the Earth to the morgue, morgue, morgue, morgue

Well tonight
Will it ever come?
Spend the rest of your days rocking out
Just for the dead
Well tonight
Will it ever come?
I can see you awake anytime in my head

All fall down
Well after all...

so long and goodnight. again. o:

2007-01-10T21:17:00.000+08:00

Frank: "Has goldfinger ever had a flock of mooses advancing on him? It's a terrifying sight."
Mikey: "That's not the plural of moose, it's moosi."
Gerard: "Fuck off, it's meese.

sure. (:

zomg

2007-01-10T19:26:00.000+08:00

steve jobs listen to mcr. D:
fyi. that was when apple was releasing the iPhone.
mr apple was going through his music on it when this popped up (:
lalala XD

mama, we all go to hell.

2007-01-01T22:25:00.000+08:00

VivoCity is full of shit. and no, that was NOT a racial statement. i mean, it was like a toilet pipe full of the good 'ol brown stuff. i was there again, for only the second time. and it already feels small. =x in every single way.
the walking space was limited.
the path from the cinema to the mall was on a diet.
the GAPs (see, a pun!) between people on the escalators were no different.
the only nice thing was that the cinema seats were really comfortable and had ample leg room.
not bad, i'd say, for something that only happened because sam was 'bored'.
a few phone calls later, boom. we're at shit-ropolis.
oh yeah.
happy new year o:

I Caught Fire (In Your Eyes) - The Used

2006-12-31T21:49:00.000+08:00

Seemed to stop my breath
My head on your chest
Waiting to cave in
From the bottom of my...
Hear your voice again
Could we dim the sun
And wonder where we've been
Maybe you and me
So kiss me like you did
My heart stopped beating
Such a softer sin

(I'm melting, I'm melting)
In your eyes
I lost my place
Could stay a while

And I'm melting
In your eyes
Like my first time
That I caught fire
Just stay with me
Lay with me
Now

Never caught my breath
Every second I'm without you I'm a mess
Ever know each other
Trust these words are stones
why cuts aren't healing
Learning how to love

I'm melting (I'm melting)
In your eyes
I lost my place
Could stay a while
And I'm melting
In your eyes
Like my first time
That I caught fire
Just stay with me
Lay with me
(Stay with me lay with me now)

You could stay and watch me fall
And of course I'll ask for help
Just stay with me now
We could take our heads off
stay in bed just make love that's all
Just stay with me now

I'm melting (I'm melting)
In your eyes
I lost my place
Could stay a while
and I'm melting

In your eyes
Like my first time
That I caught fire
Just stay with me
Lay with me
In your eyes
I lost my place
Could stay a while
and I'm melting
In your eyes
Like my first time
That I caught fire
Just stay with me lay with me
(Stay with me, lay with me)

In your eyes
Let's sleep till the sun burns out
I'm melting in your eyes (I'm melting in your eyes)
Let's sleep till the sun burns out
I'm melting in your eyes

earlier this morning, i was still a virgin. i had no experience performing infront of people in a situation that involved two synthesisers, a bass guitar, vocalists, drums and a lead guitar. i had long hair, and i had already watched death note 2 once. homework not done. coloured hair.

now, i have a total of one hour under my belt of playing in the worship team. (it was a long worship too, considerably longer than usual) i have short hair. though unvoluntary at first, i still am about the decision to cut. i watched death note 2 for the second time. loved the sweet popcorn. homework still not done. hair still coloured.

and i am still a virgin. (:

lalala o:
happy new year x)

When You Were Young - The Killers

2006-12-26T21:26:00.000+08:00

You sit there in your heartache
Waiting on some beautiful boy to
To save you from your old ways
You play forgiveness
Watch it now
Here he comes

He doesnt look a thing like Jesus
But he talks like a gentleman
Like you imagined
When you were young

Can we climb this mountain
I dont know
Higher now than ever before
I know we can make it if we take it slow
Let's take it easy
Easy now
Watch it go

We're burning down the highway skyline
On the back of a hurricane
That started turning
When you were young
When you were young

And sometimes you close your eyes
And see the place where you used to live
When you were young

They say the devil's water
It ain't so sweet
You dont have to drink right now
But you can dip your feet
Every once in a little while

You sit there in your heartache
Waiting on some beautiful boy to
To save you from your old ways
You play forgiveness
Watch it now
Here he comes

He doesnt look a thing like Jesus
But he talks like a gentleman
Like you imagined
When you were young
(talks like a gentleman)
(like you imagined)
When you were young

I said he doesnt look a thing like Jesus
He doesnt look a thing like Jesus
But more than you'll ever know

this song is shit simple.
i've learnt it already, along with Bones.
lalala (:
and it's kinda nice too. x)

merry chrismakkuh, boxing day, whatever.
D:

paramore!

2006-12-24T00:53:00.001+08:00

the love. <3

oh how wrong we were to think, that immortality meant never dying.

2006-12-21T22:14:00.000+08:00

i had spent the whole of last night, and this morning, walking around clark quay, specifically the cannery, where MoS is, among other things. was dragged around city hall and raffles place aswell.
well actually we all started at vivo. left church at 8.30+ and crawled all around vivo to find stupid people in black shirts. and pink shirts and orange skirts too =x
caught the last train to raffles place for 'phase two'
which was the cannery etc. that was from 11.50/12+ to 4am
getting drunk and high on apple juice with 5%, sat outside the 7-eleven outside merchant court with weewee and botak.
and then walking through the stupid rain with the condom-esque gay ponchos to the bational library for 'phase 3'
got back to church at 6am

and thats only the big game. x)

i swear i haven't been asleep for >36 hours. heaven help us T_T
and paramore is good. o:

i shall continue with the more boring parts of the '5 day but actually only 3 day' camp when i'm sober and after the movie/ktv tomorrow
and the carolling the day after.
x)

stupid aircon is still leaking -.-

<3 mel

2006-12-17T01:04:00.000+08:00

going away for a 5 day camp. which means no youtubing at all! ahh
and no mcr fansite hogging, or videos. ):
and no pillow. <

no one will miss me. i think. o:
[/emo]
D:

btw the latest chrismakkuh episode of the oc rocks D:

and no mel. i'm not being sarcastic D:
<3

famous last words

2006-12-15T10:52:00.000+08:00

alright. apparantly, the totally awesome video that i posted, the Famous Last Words video, was not the one that my chemical romance had intended to have released.

From LJ: I had managed to meet Frank, he came over from the bus to do his whole signing thing. When I was getting my card signed I told him I had enjoyed the FLW video. He turned to me and said "Oh. That's not done yet."

I was a little taken aback and said "But it was released in Europe." and he sighed and nodded and told me this:

The edit for the Famous Last Words video isn't the one they approved. They actually hadn't approved one as of yet. The record company as Frank had put it "was tired of us being perfectionists" and not being satisfied with how the video was edited just yet. They kept tweaking it and finally the reason FLW was given such a soft release overseas was cause this isn't the finished product.

frankie iero said that it wasn't the official version of the video. but then again he also said the same thing for the ghost of you video.

and besides, the video is l33t enough. oh well.
i'm home alone again. lalala.

O:

2006-12-14T18:10:00.000+08:00

plug no. 2

2006-12-13T12:50:00.000+08:00

ahh. poor bob T_T